I caught a glimpse of you just weeks ago.
How are you? I miss you. 
Are you happier now? Do you still think of me?
Stay safe. Let me stay in your heart.


/I wish you happiness. I wish you were here.

"Love is a crazily sad word to me
Though my heart hurts, it’s a word I need to endure
Even if I spend my days in tears and my heart breaks down
I’ll say the words I couldn’t say, I love you


I’m always looking at you
I’m always calling out your name
It’s hard to say the word, love
I’m afraid it’ll run away so I say it with my tears"

When you love someone,
you could be walking on a crowded street but all you see is him
and no one else.
When you love someone,
no other being can make your heart skip a beat.
When you love someone,
their unhappiness becomes yours.
When you love someone,
no time, distance nor human could come between you and him.
When you love someone,
their laughter and smile is your top priority.
When you love someone,
you love them like you're going to lose them.

/I wished it was the same for you and me

There's no turning back.
Or rather, I don't want to turn back.
I just want to look forward and leave everything behind.
I'm happier now.

Things will get better. I know they will.
I'm going to go for the things that makes me happy.
Be vulnerable, don't be skeptical.
BETTER THINGS ARE COMING!


/Ask and you shall receive.

Met C last evening again.
He made me a card so beautiful that none can compare.
It incorporated everything that I love.
The color purple, belle, chocolate cake, teddy and him in a bow tie.
I was moved. My heart was moved.
He loves me. He still does.
And I spent another sleepless night thinking if we could get back together.
can I get over my own barrier to love this man once more.


/Only time will tell

怕不怕被拒絕　怕不怕被省略
你怕不怕被淪落在宿命中妥協

當真愛宣告從缺
驕傲的玫瑰正一片一片枯萎
儘管你抱歉　懺悔
真心一旦墜跌　就不能飛

別指望我諒解　別指望我體會
愛不是點頭就能挽回
快樂或傷悲　沒什麼分別
心碎到終點會迎刃而解
別指望我諒解　別指望我體會
愛不是注定要填你的缺
太多的是非　來不及杜絕
更不想依戀這殘缺的美
殘缺的迂迴

怕不怕被拒絕　怕不怕被省略
你怕不怕被淪落在宿命中妥協

當真愛宣告從缺
驕傲的玫瑰正一片一片枯萎
儘管你抱歉　懺悔
真心一旦墜跌　就不能飛

別指望我諒解　別指望我體會
愛不是點頭就能挽回
快樂或傷悲　沒什麼分別
心碎到終點會迎刃而解
別指望我諒解　別指望我體會
愛不是注定要填你的缺
太多的是非　來不及杜絕
更不想依戀這殘缺的美
殘缺的迂迴

別指望我諒解　別指望我體會
愛不是注定要填你的缺
太多的是非　來不及杜絕
更不想依戀這殘缺的美
殘缺的迂迴

Forgotten.
Can we really forget all that has happened.
Sometimes, I'll unknowingly call out your name
Or when someone says your name,
My ears will listen attentively.

Meeting people. Forging new bonds.
Yet, a piece of me remains at that very spot...
Waiting for a hopeless hope.
I want to fully evolve into a new me.
But can we really forget? Can I?

Finally checked off something from my bucket list last week.
To learn cycling! Mastered it within an hour. So proud of myself!
Learning something new felt so good.
It seems like a privilege to learn a new skill as we grow older.
There are still many things that I want to learn this lifetime.
Ballet is one of them. The grace of a ballerina. Can't wait.

I always feel socially awkward in situations.
It's hard to really engage in a conversation with someone.
The downs of a introverted extrovert I guess.
Learning more social skills and widening my social circle just a bit more these days.


/ When you realized that life can't wait anymore
 then can you start to live the life that you want.

I can't sleep again.
The moment I close my eyes,
I see your face filled with fear and sadness.
I know you feel the same.
I know my words have hurt you deeply.
I can only hope that time will heal your wounds.